why do you always like to compare me with other
ppl.do you knw tt i dun like it at all.hv you ever
spare a thought for my feelings.every single time
you critisize me.it's like a knife that cut through
my heart.i finally knw tt i'm actually nth to you.
you cn even say tt i'm useless.i finally knw wat i
am to you.if i'm useless to you.den why do wanna
gv birth to me den.i rather you abort me away.i
dun wanna suffer ur scoldings everyday.critisizing
me all the way.wat do you treat me as? ur machine
tt you cn vent ur anger on ah? sorry hor.i'm not
okay.i feel so depressed.why must you be the one
who made me go back to my EMO mode.i hv tried
so hard to make myself happy.but you always spoil
my mood.even if i wan to be happy.it's so damn
fucking hard to.u made me cry at night lying on my
bed thinking bout the things you said bout me.i
suddenly feel so worthless in tis world.i feel like
leaving tis world.it's pointless to continue living on
when you think i'm so useless to you.i dun wan to
lead tis kind of life.i dun wan my life to be like tt.
dun blame me if i do smth silly someday.or when
you never get to see me anymore someday.dun
blame me.i'm left with no other choice.i hv had
enough of it.how i wish you understand how i feel.
but i guess you will never ever understand.you only
wan the bst out of me.but hv you ever spare a thought
for me at all.sometimes i really feel like ending my
life.i may even commit suicide one day.i dunno...
since you think i'm so useless.i hv nth else to say.
i dun wan to say anymore.我累了...真的累了....
不想在说什么了...
i jus wanna close my eyes.get into a deep deep
slp and dun ever wanna wake up anymore...
>> i need a shoulder to lean on when i cry.
i need a lending ear to hear me out.
i need sum1 who i cn share my problems with.
[ how i wish there's
sum1 who cn cheer
me up whenever i'm
down ]
sum1 who cn cheer
me up whenever i'm
down ]
[ how i wish there's a
shoulder which i could
lean on now and cry all
my tears out. ]
